Thursday, November 18, 2004

Rush Hour

DB dinner in about an hour and a half from now, followed by GS dinner. Immortal names in the world of money and power. I do not know if this is what I want to do, definitely my mouth is not watering at the prospect of 5 star dinners, neither is the idea of a compulsion to 'please' them quite entertaining. It feels kinda awkward to be running behind something which at the end of the day will ruin my plans to settle down and lead a quite life for sure, yet the ego, the self says this is what matters here. "What matters here" has always been the key. There shall be a day when I will get over it.......get over the desire to be praised, to be admired, to be envied, to be hated.....will get over it. for the time being...Lets fight it out Dude.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Your life was never a cake walk..its all about cutting an edge over others..no matter how much one suffers in the way.
One needs to be nemesis..there is hardly any scope for emotions, settlements, family in the brutal world we are in.
Isiliye He Arjun! karm karo, fal milne ki soch bhi pap saman hai. Ye dunia, jo nashvar hai, wahan uchaion pe jakar neeche dekhna, sirf girne ki bhavishyavaani hai. Ab tumhari manjil sirf upar bahdte jana hai..

Anonymous said...

Success is a lousy teacher.It seduces smart people into thinking they cant lose....